Let's Fast Forward...to tomorrow

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Have you ever had one of those days? You know the kind, the one where you just want to push rewind and do it all differently. Or maybe press fast forward and hope that tomorrow is better. 

Today has been like that for me. I'm going on day 3, or is it 4, with a headache. I feel like Wyatt's pulling me in a million different directions. He's still not feeling 100%. Stella doesn't feel well either and there's nothing I can do about it, which is killing me. 

I took her in to get checked out at the doctor yesterday. Turns out she has reflux aspiration. Which is definitely not the cold that I was thinking. She sounds terrible and I know it's bothering her as much as it is me. I have so many questions about what's going on with her. I was so frazzled yesterday having her and Wyatt at the doctor. I wasn't able to concentrate and get the answers I need. I'm hoping to have my questions answered soon and praying she starts feeling/sounding better soon. If anyone has experienced this with an infant, I'm all ears. 

I'm just feeling overwhelmed and stressed. Ready for my kiddos to feel better. And the weekend.